When I realized joining the military was something, my son wanted for his own life, I began to relax and God was then able to work on my heart. It was revealed to me in my time with God that I was perhaps praying against God’s will for my son's life.
I heard the sound of a fall while making my way back to the room. My heart sunk. It started beating fast but I couldn't and didn't panic..........Perhaps, choosing not to panic or express fear as a new mom is God's strategic way of preparing me to live fearless in every area of my life.